It's been a ridiculous amount of time I've been pretty dang gone from here, or posting any art, or...well...getting anything done. :/ I'm really sorry guys, I feel like such a waste of an artist, not even able to get gifts done for my friends and watchers. Urgh. I'm still afraid to post my photomanipulations of my favorite actors since I need to get the source picture websites and/or the photographers and such so I won't be stealing. O-O
It turns out that I probably: 1) have sleep apnea, 2) poor circulation of veins/get really cold and lose heat really fast, aaaand 3) am lacking serious energy, which fits with 1 and 2. xD I'm having a sleep study done next Friday, on Valentine's Day------er, Singles Awareness Day xD!
Athena's doing fine, she's such a happy cat. Just thought you cat lovers needed an update. She and I love to nap together, cuddle and watch movies together, and even play together. She is my baby and I'm her mama. X3 She's definitely a blessing to me. At times when I'm sad and feel alone, she usually comes and sits on my lap. Which makes me cry more because oh my gosh, Athena could almost tell I was sad and needed someone...X3 Anyways...
I'm still struggling with anxiety and depression as well as my mood disorder (I'll be happy and giggly one hour or so, then the next I'm really really sad and depressed as well as riled up and anxious. It's a nightmare. X-X) I've been struggling with a friendship and It's gotten awful lonely, but sometimes, it's good to be alone. Other times my anxiety makes me feel bad and alone, like I can't handle anything and I need to be treated like I really did snap and am mentally unable to do anything. I still have thoughts of getting hurt and hurting others, but I don't act on them. (Although there are some people who I don't mind murdering, but xD). I've been itching to write some more on one of my OC's but of course, haven't. xD
Anyways, I hope everyone's doing well and having a good winter/Valentine's Day!